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Have you ever loved someone?

Could you still remember the first time you loved?

When was it? high school?

yeah for some of us.

i started to feel this feeling called love when i was in third year high.I’m starting collage now. but still the memories are still here in my heart.

I could never forget the feeling when ever his near and my heart would go wild.

That certain feeling when ever your skin accidentally touched. That smile on your face whenever you see him or her. you feel like writing stupid things, and you even call your self stupid for feeling that stupid feeling. but the truth is the more we hide, the more our feelings grew intense. have you ever cried for that person out of jealousy, maybe you would think that would really be so stupid, but what i meant was crying in silence.

until the day i transferred school. i thought everything was over and done, that i could fined another person.but what i was thinking ,when i said its would be over. i realize it was only the beginning. because he was still on my head and in my heart.

until the day he died, until know. his still in my heart. its painful but i have to go on with my life. but that doesn’t mean i would stop loving him. i would still keep him here in the deeps of my heart. he was my first love. and until know i cry in silence.